Valentines!

Kimberly! My super Awesome sister in law make Kenna and I this beautiful Valentines bag! Isn't this the Cute! She is so talented!

Kenna! My beautiful sister brought me the chocolates and bear to school! So cute! The Bear plays One Direction's song you don't know your beautiful! She made my day!

The Rose was anonymous! But through my Detective skills I found out it was Kortni Tolman! (she brought one to school for her sister also) 

Sinus and Double Ear Infections Hopes and Dreams Smahed

On Thursday after it took me like five minutes in class to figure out that I needed to scroll down on web page in order for it work and giggling at myself my class decided that I was to sick to come to school on Friday! So I took the day off even though I wasn't dying! When I had stayed in bed all day Friday I felt better then I sat up and I could really feel the presser! So I did what every 27 year old would do! I called my mom and convienced her that it was her parental duty to take be to the doctor! So after one of the quickest doctors appointment ever! I found out I have a sinus infection and a Double ear infection! When we went to the Fred Meyer to pick up the precriptions we meet some girls on our way out! They tried to sell us something! When we got into the car my mom said I think those girls were gypsies! I was so mad that she wouldn't let me talk to real live gypsies! That is one of my dreams! Maybe they could invite me to one of their weddings! But not now because she wouldn't let talk to them! Rude!

Leaver!

I am a leaver not a putter awayer! I leave things every where! I will eventually I will pick it up but it really with be eventually! Lately I have been looking around and I have a left a few things namely Jewerly!

Like on the Microwave!

The Shelf going down Stairs! 

The Shelf by the window! 

Oh the Shelf still by the window! 

Wait! One more for a total of Three! 

On my dresser!

The bathroom counter! 

My Bed!

Just so you know! I went around and took all of these pictures earings and didn't pick one of them up!

I have Graduated!

No not from grade school or anything super cool like that! On Monday the 7th of January I graduated from counseling! Now many of you are thinking what! I am thinking of course! In October I had a small break down in the Bishops office! I had be very stressed out and my anxiety levels were huge! I have always had anxiety but usually in levels that I can push through (I owe that to my Mother she never let me giving into the anxiety she always made me push through it)! This time it was different! I wasn't talking to the normal people about what I was feeling I just stopped talking to every one about things like that! Those of you that know me are things not Melissa but yes Melissa stopped talking about the important, I was only talking about fluff! So by the time I got to the Bishop's I was breaking down! What was it about school, church, and boys (mostly my fear of them and dating -In my defense it is really hard to work through your anxiety about dating when you aren't dating) [Hense why they going on four dates this year is a big deal] Any way back to the story! My bishop ever so kindly (seriously he is the nicest person in the world) suggested that I go to counseling! He set me up through LDS Family services! My first appointment was October 23rd! I really didn't tell anyone that I was going not because I was ashamed I just didn't want anyone asking about it I knew I needed to do it on my own! It was so hard to go to that first appointment! My anxiety was off the charts! I feeling out the paper work crying because I couldn't handle it! But I faced my fears and cried all the way through the first session! Not because we making covering big issues or because it was sad but because I was scared out of my mind! I went to about six or seven sessions! None of them as bad as the first! I usually cried but none of the tears were unnecessary! I need to hear a lot of the council that he gave me! It was not really anything that I hadn't heard before from my family and friends, but this time it was unbias! I could tell that he was impressed with who I was and were I was in life! He helped me realize that I may not of lived my life exactly how I planed it but I was rocking it like I had planed! One of my favorite things he said to me was "Melissa you will get married. The Lord is preparing him for you!" I was a little shocked because he almost quoted one of my blessings! So on Monday when I told him that I was planing on going on four dates this year he laughed and said I am glad and Melissa I think that you are ready to graduate! I feel ten times better then I did in October! Are my issues solved, no way! But I am reminded that I know how to deal with them! I know that there are certain things that works for me, like going to the temple and talking to people! I am dealing with my anxiety, because I can! And some times you just have to choose to be Happy!

Christmas!

I love Christmas! I really love Christmas at the Senior Center!

I love Ruby! 

I really LOVE the Senior Center with my Grandpa! 

This is my most Favorite Great Uncle! I seriously love him!

Harry Potter Land!

We went to Universal with almost the only intention of going to Harry Potter World! I was a lot smaller then I excepted! We went to Ollivander's! I was a super cool show when the wand chose that little girl it was super cool! Her Father leaned over to the us and said that was a quick forty bucks! So true the wand chose her you could not tell her no! There were quite a few people in our group to purchase their own wands! Kenna has a great story about hers you should ask her one time!

Hogsmeade! Totally Awesome!

 Hogwarts! This was a super awesome ride! The line was forever long but once you were in the castle with talking pictures, Dumbledore, and little magic it was awesome! We went on the ride twice! It made me a little sea sick but it was worth it! When it stopped right next to a dementor thought it was not so cool!  

Kenna, Alex and I drinking butterbeer! I am not going to lie it was awesome! tasted a lot like cream soda but with enough difference to be awesome! 

Me and my Boyfriend! He follows me on all of my vacations!

Key to the World!

Do you know how much pressure there is on a person like me when you name something the key to the world! I knew that I couldn't lose it, but I loose everything! All of my roommates make mental notes of where I have place my car keys cause they know that I am going to ask where they are! This key got me into the room, the parks, and kept track of my food! I am proud to say that I only lost it like everyday but only in my purse or pocket!

The white one is the key to the world I think I am going to keep it forever :) The Donald one is for Mickey's Merry Christmas Party! And the Last is from Universal that way you could hop the parks!