Body Image of a 6 months married women!

So when I was single I remember thinking if only I could find one boy that would truly love this very odd shaped body of mine then I would know that I am beautiful and all of my body issues would go away! I truly believed this. Well now that I have that I have it i am sad to report that this didn't happen to me! Dave is seriously amazing person  (although I am typing this on my phone while he is seriously snoring so loud that it is funny) He always tells me I am beautiful and sexy (which is so weird because that is a word that has never crossed my mind before him when describing myself!  I have always just laughed at him when he says that or give him a look that said whatever because in my head there was no way that I who's pants were not fitting anymore or who's belly rolls seemed to multipling before my eyes could be sexy! But something interesting happened today! I have one of the most amazing days as a married couple! We took the long way to promontory point where the transcontinental railroad met! There was nothing amazing it was just fun! When we drove home we sang 4 season songs at the top of our lungs and our vocal ranges! When we got home we went to bed pretty quick cause Dave has to be up at 5:30! But before we went to bed I read him part of a Facebook post about beauty! It was called "are you beautiful? I asked 100 men what physical beauty and the results shocked me" So I love reading these post it is a guilty pleasure! So I start to read this out loud to Dave and I am laughing at the funny parts and then I realize the results are what Dave has told me along but I didn't nessarly believe him! He looks and me and says I think it is a little rediculous that you believe an Internet post but you don't believe me! And the thing is I always knew he was telling the truth and that I was beautiful in his eyes but because I wasn't sexy in my eyes I couldn't understand it! Something clicked tonight and I knew that all of me was beautiful and sexy! I could feel the love coming from Dave. I know this is a tad bit intament for everyone to know but I didn't want to forget this conversation or how loved I felt by my husband. In years from now I want to be able to look back and say I am sexy to him and remember how tight he held me before he stared to snore really loud and our arms fell asleep! So I found my phone and typed this under a blanket! I am seriously the luckiest person in the world!

Sick

So in the past year I have had 3 sinus infections! One when Dave and I got engaged, one right before I got married, and once in January! I have been on antibiotics 5 times in the last year! I have seriously felt like I have been sick the majority of the time I have know Dave! I never used to get sick! I went to see a specialist for my nose because I really haven't felt better since the sinus infection in January! I went to the Doctor and he said "have you been on 3 weeks of antibiotics and I said no and then he said that is the only way to get ride of a sinus infection! I am thinking then why didn't someone say something months ago! So I went on the antibiotics and I still didn't feel better! So I called the doctor and he said that I needed a CT scan! So I went and was charged 555.46 after insurance! I took Five minutes and they had to do it twice because I forgot about my bobby pin! So I got the result from the doctor on Tuesday and he said that my sinuses are perfectly fine! He said that I might have TMJ or Vacuum headaches or the sinus where just clear at that time! So I decided I am never going to another Doctor again cause nothing is ever really wrong with me! My nose still bothers me but I am going to pretend it doesn't and stop being a baby! I just decided to emotionally blog! I am sorry it won't be the last but since I have only bloged twice and it is March I think it is ok!

Husband

I seriously Love this Man! I talk him into doing a lot of random things! 

We went to three basketball games this night! I love him and that he likes to spend time with me! I also like that he like will take selfies with me!