Adaline's Brain Bleed

So I wasn't going to blog about this cause it really isn't my story but it did change me so I am going to share (besides no one really reads this but Heather and myself so I think that we are good)! On Easter before we went to Dave's parents house we ran over to my parents house to see them. When we got there Kenna and my Mom were talking about how Adaline was sick and how she threw up that morning and how she really didn't like to lay on her back. But then we went to Dave's parents house and we got a text message that my mom thought she was having seizures because she would push her arm out and than turn her head and move her eyes. My mom is pretty good because she sees Jenny's seizures all the time. When Adaline was having one of the seizures my mom videoed it. Well on the way home to Dave and I stopped at the hospital just in enough time to see her and then see them put the EEG machine on her little head. So seriously pregnant me sat and cried and cried! It was so hard to see someone so small struggling. Kenna said that they did a spinal tap on Adaline and some blood came out and that is when she knew that something was wrong. The hospital would say anything till they had the proof and that is why they hooked up the EEG. Dave and I left because I was super tired but it really didn't matter because they text us and told us they were flying her down to primary childrens because she had a brain bleed. I remember being so scared and just crying. I text everyone and I knew and asked them to pray for her. I was sad that I didn't get to say that I loved her one last time. I was sad because what would happen if she died. I was sad about something else causing permanent damage. We know that even if they come back with permanent damage they can still be the light of your life but it is still scary. She was just such and easy going baby. So cuddly and chill what if that changed. I cried and Dave just held me. He looked up what it meant and what the effects could be and then he filtered for me. He told me what I could handle and I am ever so grateful for it.
      I pretty much cried all night but I still had to go to school the next day because we were ISAT testing and I needed to be there to fix any super big problems. But by the time the morning test were done so was I and I just cried some more. So they sent me home and I slept for 4 hours. We had also learned that they didn't think she was going to die. The bleeding had stopped and they just needed to figure out what type of seizure medicine would work for her.
     Later on we found out that she had immature veins and that is what caused her brain bleed. They don't really know why it happened the time of brain bleed she had they mostly see in premies but she wasn't a premie so she is just a one in a million. She was able to come home on Thursday of that we and we were so glad.
     It was another lesson of how awesome prayer is and fasting and how the Lord helps you deal with things and how he really does give you comfort to your soul. Adaline does pretty awesome these days. She is a tad delayed but it is hard to know if it is from the brain bleed or the sezure medication she was on for a while. She is making progress and Kenna does an amazing job working with her! They war super cute together.