Things I need to Remember

I haven't posted in a while because of life and technology issues but there are somethings I need to remember and this is where I will. The first is when Dave is worried about me he sleeps super duper close to me. He is practically sleeping on top of me. Which is weird cause we aren't like that. I struggled and then I tell him and then he sleeps super close. I love it! I helps me know that I am loved and not a lone. I should be sleeping but I am not. I had surgery/procedure a few days ago to check on my lady parts. We have been trying to have a baby for a while and we just wanted to make sure everything was ok. It seems to be ok. I wasn't able to talk to the doctor because I didn't want to wake up from the surgery. Dave and my mom said that I don't have endometriosis which is a good thing. I did have some problems with a dye test but we will get more information about it on my week check up on Thursday. The second thing I need to remember is your body is a temple and you should love it no matter what the size. I need to take better care of it but the Lord still created it and he loves me. The third thing is the Lord works through tender mercies. I have had to wait for them before and they have been worth the wait. I wouldn't change when I met Dave or my life before him for the world. It was what I needed what was best for me. This will be like us and a baby. I have lived though having every one around me get married and I can live through everyone having a baby! Seriously 1 sister 2 sister in laws and 3 close cousins. And countless friends on Facebook.  I am super happy for them I know they will be/are amazing mom's! I need to remember that it is ok if I am not. Dave and I together don't have good odds. We are Chandler and Monica!  I know there are other options and if those are right for us then we will do it but I need to remember that I am so blessed. My nieces and nephews are amazing and I think they are starting to like me. I know that I can be a mother to my crazy young women! I have that opportunity to be that nagging voice in ask many people's heads. I am so blessed and I just need to remember that. The church is true and life is good! Now I think I can finally go to sleep! I hope I can remember these things.