Thoughts!

So this really might test the readers on their ability to "Speak Melissa" My thoughts are a little all over the place! First off I went to the institute dance on Friday! You are surprized I know! Well my good friend Ryan really wanted to go to the institute Halloween dance! I really didn't want to go but I rarely do what Ryan wants to so I decided to go. So I went and it was a tad bit akward! Half of the people were former students and I know that they were thinking "What is Ms. Wilding doing here? Weird" I was thinking the same thing! What am I doing here! Not only did I noticed my students, but I also noticed the people that were at the institute when I was a the institute! The only two that I knew was a girl we called "Smelly Shelley" (something I am not proud of) and the boy that every body avoided! I thought to myself oh gravy this is my category! So on Saturday after cleaning my basement I decided to get pretty because I needed to know that I am not in the same category as Smelly Shelley! So when Kimberly was taking pictures of Ruby I had her take this picture of me and Ruby!

Which is not as bad on my computer as it was on my phone! I have a super red face in the picture! 

So when I put this in the filters and it turned out to look a lot better then the actual picture! I feel like I photo shopped the photo! Then on facebook and instagram everyone was so nice I feel like I should come clean that the original isn't as beautiful! 

Now the next thought! Are you ready for another Justin story? So I have been trying to be friends with Justin. So I have been inviting him to things but he never comes! This week I invited him to come to dinner with Emily, AJ, Kenna, and Alex! See I didn't want to be the single person with all the married people so I invited him because he new all of them! We text back and forth about the plans all the time I was thinking this was just a group of people having dinner and hanging out! We decided that even though he had to leave early he would come and pick me up and then I would ride home with Kenna and Alex (see not a date)! So he showed up like 15 minuets early and I made him help me get some apples for Emily and AJ! He opened the door for me and then we started to drive to Emily's house! It was really funny because I knew they lived on Garfield and I thought I would remember the house but I didn't and even when I said Justin we passed it he just kept driving! So then we were close enough to the Stadnrod Mansion and you all know how I love the most prettiest house in all of Pocatello (If you didn't then clearly we have never driven in old town before, I wrote my senior thesis on it)! So the conversation followed through the whole night with everyone participating! We had fun there was no worries! He made fun of me because I am a bad actress and I rubbed it in his face that even though I didn't like Luna (AJ and Emily's dog) she liked me more then him! We told Kenna's show 'n' tell story! Emily shared crazy stories from her childhood! She told the story about the Robert's first sacrament in the 7th ward!  8 rolled a round and he got up by the door and stood there like he didn't want to leave! But then he did and I stayed another hour and a half with Kenna and Alex! So when Cami and Natalie both text me how was your date I laughed at them and said it wasn't a date! And they said yes it was! I said no  he left without me and Cami said rude date! I said it wasn't a date! So imagine my surprise at Doran's birthday on Saturday that we are having this same fight in person with Cami!  Cami informs me that Alex even said it was a date because  I  touched Justin's arm! I laughed and said "it still wasn't a date and that Alex shouldn't be the judge". So I called over Kenna who usually alway's takes my side but marriage has corrupted her! Kenna said it was a date too! Then I said "it wasn't a date!" Then Kenna said "Did Cami tell you what Alex said" I said "Yes that it was a date because I touched Justin's arm" Kenna said "No there is more then that" So then she called over Alex to tell me what he said, but he was to embarrassed! Then they did a you tell her, no you tell her bit! Finally Cami said "I will tell her! Alex said that you gave Justin the Wilding love eyes!" I laughed and said that I didn't even know what the "Wilding love eyes were" So Alex said " You did them! Kenna does them too that is what got me" So then Kenna showed me what the "Wilding love eyes" were and both Alex and I where a tad embarrassed! I am not denying that I made the "Wilding love eyes" but I am denying that they had that meaning! Right now I am a little out voted on the whole date thing, which I still believe wasn't a date, but I think the only person who can settle this fight is Justin and one day in a few years when I get brave enough to ask him if it was a date or not I will inform you of what he thought it was!