1st Date in Two Years!

At the beginning January I decided to be proactive and work through anxiety surrounding "Dating." I decided to ask four boys on dates this year! One per quarter. I am not going to lie in January this seemed like good idea but about March it seemed like the worst  goal I ever set! I am not sure what I was thinking! I decide that I had to ask someone by Kyle's birthday! Well that was on Wednesday! After work I still didn't ask someone! I really didn't no who to ask mostly cause I wasn't super interested in anyone or a little to shy because we don't really like anyone! I decided to be a little less brave then I should have been and texted a boy and ask him to go with me to Chrome in the Dome! (I know I should have called I will be there next time in June) He couldn't go (he was going with his parents) so we were going to do something after! I let him decide and he wanted to go play Laser Tag! I did pretty good controlling the anxiety mostly because I was stressing about something else! (I was super embarrassed about so if you want to know about that you will have to ask me) I only had a small panic attack because He didn't really know that it was a date! But I called my mom and she talked me down! Remember that you have to walk in baby steps! On the date we went to subway for dinner. Then on to Outer Limits! I bragged was going to win! I really wasn't going to be able to win but I am all about trash talk with no ablity to back it up! Out of the 4 games of laser tag I won none! I lost once 3 hits to 18! I mostly just ran around screaming! It is super hard when you are just playing each other! As a matter of fact I lost ever game including connect four (I was sure I could win that one)! I only won 3 games- a video racing game and then a shoot the duck game twice! Then we also played pool and I stink at that! It was a fun date it was super good for me to remember that I am an excellent date! The only thing that I was a little disappointed because he didn't walk me to the door or open the door for me! But I had a good time!

This is what we bought with our tickets!